Ketamine Infusions, Fibromylgia, depression

It's hard to he a mom when you are trying to get passed all of these hurdles in front of you. I feel like it's not worth talking about when I really do need to tall to someone...because it's so hard to understand sometimes.

I've been in a lot of pain the past several weeks. I cant sleep at night from leg pain. I had a steroid shot in my lower spine and it didnt do anything for the pain. I think that helps seal the deal it is the fibromyalgia causing the problems not inflammation.

I found out about ketamine infusions not long ago. It is expensive of course. As is most things that can help with pain and helping people actually achieve good results.

I am desperate at this point. I can feel myself falling back into a dark hole of depression I've worked so hard to get out of. I keep thinking my kids shouldn't see me suffering like this. Trying to find excuses for my depression and lack of worth.

A friend of mine suggested a GoFundMe for the ketamine infusions. So I guess I will try that. I dont have anything else to loose by doing this. Like I said. I am desperate and want a normal day. Just a normal day would be great. Not my normal..but everyone else's normal. Does that make sense??

https://gofund.me/3430de1f