Hell no y'all

Well, lyrica is doing nothing for me except make me feel like im drunk as a skunk. Walking around like im on a boat. Swaying back and forth. Lyrica was upped again to 75mg 3 times daily. Im not sure what to do. Ill keep trying but here I am awake at 3am with a horrible cramp on my right side that radiated up into my armpit. Its mostly on my back so I hope I just over stretched something and its nothing serious. I have so many meds its ridiculous.

On another note. Ive been listening to Finneus (spelling) Billy Eilish's brother. A few lyrics have made a deep impression for me.

So don't waste the time you have waiting for time to pass It's only a lifetime That's only a while It's not worth the anger you felt as a child. Don't waste the time you have waiting for time to pass It's only a lifetime That's not long enough You're not gonna like it without any love So don't waste it Only a Lifetime Song by FINNEAS

The specific quote that caught me and reeled me in is the first sentence.

Don't waste the time you have waiting for time to pass.

That part right there really hit me hard. I couldn't tell you why. Im not good at expressing certain things .

For your enjoyment. Let the lyrics sink in...

https://youtu.be/b2KRc5ilYRc