Pain

My body hurts bad today. The back of my head and neck is stiff...knees are throbbing with stabbing pain.

I read treatments can cost tens of thousands of dollars. Everything I read says to try creating a crowdfunding account page. Insurance won't cover most of the treatment and testing.

Even if I start a gofundme account for it, im not a popular person...I doubt I would get more than a couple hundred maybe. I wish I was a more personable person. I likely would have been if lyme disease and interstitial cystitis didn't change my life.

I guess it won't hurt. I cant imagine trying to think of what to write. Maybe I'll do a video. My critical thinking is not working right. I feel like im not able to learn new things. Itd like I lost my ability to imagine or have an inside thought of what can happen. I dont even know how to explain it. I feel confused a lot of the time.

A few months ago i got LOST driving to Walmart. I forgot where I was and nothing looked familiar even though I should have recognized it all. I used to think it was an anxiety attack out of nowhere. Now I am 99% sure its the Lyme bacteria.

Going to attempt to make a gofundme lage I guess. Anything can help. I need to find a place where I want to go for treatment first though so I know how much I need. W

Wish me luck. I also want to find any clinical trials for lyme disease if there is any.