Body

I have got to loose weight. Im going to try to do more than just the stretching and simple yoga. I've got to get this weight off of me. I have the worst back spasms when I try to walk around the neighborhood I end up feeling like I need to crawl back. If I take muscle relaxers before I leave for a walk, I will look like im publicly intoxicated.

Need to control my ice cream intake. I love ice cream so bad yall don't understand. I used to be able to have 4 scoops of ice cream like it's nothing literally everyday and I did not gain anything. I was also 120 lbs. Im not almost 200 lbs. Maybe its not super bad for some people, but I do not know how to live with it. I shouldn't live with it. I just dont know where to start.

I cut out sugar starting last night. Sugar like candy and soda. Im working my way to ice cream and sweet breads. I think if I were to try to do that I would put myself through a sugar free shock.

I am loom knitting a hat for my cousins baby girl. She is due in March, but we will see if she decides to make an early entrance. I am trying to figure out the pattern I want to do. If I have any problems with designs is my ever changing thoughts. It gets me nowhere but I am really trying to work on it. Not to mention my knuckles start to swell and ache if I do it longer than 10 minutes or so. Worse on certain days or if I dont take my muscle relaxers.